I don’t say it enough but I live a truly blessed existence and I’m working on trying to be happier because this life I’ve been given is absolutely amazing. I certainly don’t understand how I deserve what I have because I’m a bit of an ass but I have a good heart and mean well so I guess that counts for something. Angels on my shoulders for sure.

I got to spend some time with mom today, it makes me sad that she can’t move around too well any more. She gave up driving and I took her for a ride around the neighborhood. She said the Xterra was so comfortable and it’s got a handle so she can get herself in easily enough. I’ll have to ask Cortney if she wants the Xterra to get mom around.

The reno on the RV is proceeding well, AC is done of course, ran the buffer on the back and it came out looking like new. Got the faucet ordered and the should shore up the plumbing. The new racks are in and with the newest stud finder I got I’ve identified all the areas that we can hand stuff including a storage spot for the vacuum. Still need to actually do the outside and replace the jack-knife couch and other odds and ends. But it’s going good.

And I don’t mean to brag but I’m liking what I’m seeing looking back at me in the mirror. The weight stack is doing what it’s supposed to be doing and now that I have a workout routine and schedule we should be able to increase the results.

So while I’m still trying to figure out what I believe in, I know there’s something bigger than me out there and it’s part of me and I’m part of it and it likes me and wants me to be well and do good. So let me apologize to all the souls I’ve pissed off, I’m sorry and I’ll try to do better. I’ll never be perfect but I’m certainly trying to be better!!!