It’s done, the last outstanding loan I have is paid in full. House, cars, RV… All paid off. I also got back to even on my trading account. It’s looking up, it may not be long before there’s some land in our portfolio. That reminds me I need to file the annual report for Sarondy LLC, the joys of owning a business.

A Facebook friend of mine had a heart attack. I knew him from college, he lost his father about a year ago or so and I think was divorced a handful of years ago. Fortunately he’s alright and seems none the worse for ware, but that’s a huge deal that creates sudden and permanent changes in your lifestyle and habits. But it’s a second chance, one that another friend of mine didn’t get.

As we know I’m already kind of paranoid about dying, this really isn’t helping. But I am taking better care of myself than I ever have. I took my blood pressure for the first time in months and it’s 105/66 with a pulse of 73. My average sleeping heart rate is 64 bpm. My last blood test had nothing out of range. I’m a little heavy but I’m working on it. I’m doing what I can. Part of me wonders why it took so long to get here. I guess it happened when it was supposed to happen. And I have to understand my end will come exactly when it’s supposed to, not a moment too early and not a moment too late. Ugh, at least I can say it.

Also today, Donnie Dipshit and executive brown noser Musk had a very public breakup, I mean Taylor Swift is probably writing a song about this as we speak. Musk called DD a pedophile which is his go to top line insult when you think about it. It’s fucking unbelievable to the United States has a felon, rapist, con man as a president, what a joke.