These weeks are flying by even thought the days may drag. This is the last weekend we’re in town until after the wedding so hopefully get some cleaning done so when we travel we’ll come home to a clean house with nothing to do. That is the true joy of coming home after traveling. A clean house, loving pets and nothing that needs done.

My friend Tim came over today. We are brothers but wow do we have different world views. I’ve already given up some friendships over it and I’d hate to do it again but I’ll be damned in I’m going to fall in step with fascists but it’s good to see friends.

Sandy went and got her hair done and the poor thing was not happy with the results. I think it looks fine but what do I know? She’s supposed to go back on Monday but may not have the time. She was trying to tell me about it but I didn’t understand it, sounded like they scheduled her for a procedure they didn’t have time for. I really want to make it better for her but there’s nothing I can do and that’s frustrating. I try to listen but it kind of makes me mad because of the incompetence, and again, nothing I can do.

Leaves on the stream, the serenity prayer, the art of not giving a fuck. These are the mindsets I need to add to my repertoire. We live in a world where it’s really hard to care because there’s not a hell of a lot you can do about anything.