I got a great start to it today, up at 5 and trying to make the production exports work. I’m not able to pull the demographic data except for 500 records every 45 minutes. I’ve been doing this for something like 19 years and have never seen it this bad, there’s also a lot more coming out but what can you do.
I still need steps and calories but I think I’ll try to handle up on that when the football game comes on. There are a couple tonight including the start of the NCAA football playoffs. Not that I follow it but it’s good to have football on in the background. I like that there’s a live event someplace that people are hanging out at. I don’t want to be there myself by any means but it’s nice to know there’s a party crowd someplace.
Life is good today, it’s been busy but I’m not stressing over things that I don’t have control of. At least trying to be zen about the whole thing. There’s part of me that is dwelling on past mistakes and apologies that can no longer be made because it’s too late. I keep thinking of the scene in Hamlet where he’s confronted by his fathers ghost. ‘Sent to my reckoning with all my imperfections on my head’ or something to that effect.