So I went back to work last Monday, it was supposed to be a soft week where I caught up with a month and a half of emails and get things ready to jump in both feet this upcoming week. Well that didn’t work. Started with an issue that was damn close to impossible to solve because it was an integration done by Modulus and they custom code solutions so… Well you have to reverse engineer it to fix it, what a pain in the a&&, finally figured it out, you think they would be bright enough to replace/escape comma’s in the fields but noooo… There’s something as being too smart without having common sense.

In any case I’m still a month and a half behind on email and wondering if I can still handle the job, I’m just not feeling it anymore. I’ve been having rage/anger issues and it may be related. Part of me feels that I need to find something else but another part of me feels like I owe the gang to tough it out and deal with it. I think I have to do what’s best for me but I won’t actively look elsewhere, but I will update the resume and post it and if someone sees it and makes me an offer I can’t refuse… Well I won’t refuse it.